my Sun conjuncts retrograde true Black Moon Lilith with 21 minutes of arc, and I believe that it indicates my liberalism, feminism,strong feminine nature as my father having those traits. I read that black moon lilith is a point of rejection. I never knew my father. I also fought against my stepfather,and I haven’t seen him since 1991. I feel that my mom embodies Lilith in my life. She has a lot of Lilith traits. I grew up loving but also hating her and fearing her at the same time. I know that as her son and that this is my chart, these same energies are in me, and I have to keep the black moon lilith traits in check. I am also no stranger to succubus dreams/sleep paralysis that scare the hell out of me. the black moon lilith being based on the moon’s orbit can be connected to the unconscious.