Can you see it in my chart?
When “losing your mind”, which could be lots of things… but it almost always involves an outer planet… confusion, lack of stability, and a feeling of being “lost” would come from Neptune or Pisces. Saturn transits through a house tend to bring on a sense of focus or obsession with obtaining something what is vital to you but for some reason you cannot obtain and with Saturn in Libra transiting your 9th house, you may be somewhat focused on your placement in life, where you feel a need to grasp onto a solid idea of what you believe in and what you know for sure. The 9th, leading to the MC (where you’re going in life) is a house that “readies” you for your next standing in life… or your identity in public, whether by occupation, marriage, etc. You also have transiting Pluto (the hardest transits in my opinion) in the 12th house… a raw, deep house that is very sensitive to the penetrating powers of Pluto. And with Pluto squaring your natal mercury, I’m guessing your under a lot of mental pressure… confused mental pressure due to the muddy waters of the 12th house. And with your natal Saturn in 3rd (ruled by mercury) currently being opposed by transiting Saturn in the same house as your natal mercury, you are without a doubt doing a lot of thinking… about of everything… so much so that you don’t know what to think or what you should think or believe in anymore. The focus on thinking and thinking deeply, exploring mentally, is due to Saturn transiting your 9th, opposing natal Saturn in 3rd. The confusion and sense of unable to grip onto anything comes from Pluto transiting your 12th squaring your natal mercury in 9th. All in all it’s as if all you want right now is to think about who you are, in every far reaching sense of the word. You want to grasp deep, enlightening concepts, you want a grip on your own sense of identity, your values and inner structures. You want a sense of salvation and enlightenment through the knowledge of something deep in this world… astrology being one of them, but you just can’t seem to define any structure or any firm grip on anything… thanks to Pluto in 12th. My advice: keep thinking! Keep exploring. Try yoga and as always this too shall pass.