I have the Sun conjunct Venus but recently found out Lilith is part of the conjunction.Sun/Venus to me means a pleasant likeable person but what’s the deal with Lilith? I have read a lot of negative things about it.How would you describe a person with Sun/Venus/Lilith?
This aspect can indicate that you attract complicated woman into your life. They may provoke you and engage you in something that you see as a mind game. This can create psychological addiction for you, to understand where they come from. You may even think that she wants to get involved in a power struggle, and this feeds your curiosity even more.
This combo makes it difficult for you to respond and put the unusual situations and events behind you. There is always some emotional stuff dangling behind you in terms of relationship that can’t be resolved, not even categorized/understood.
Did you ever talk to you father about how he resolved his own relationships issues with woman. This conversation may be a challenge for you because of this aspect, but I believe it’s worthwhile.
Hope this resonates a bit. Best!