Lilith in this aspect can also indicate that you can be sneaky or deceptive in relationships. It’s not always obvious because it’s mixed with intrinsic ability to subtly manage events and people. Lilith will also indicate that you will hate when someone is trying to preach to you about your relationships. This is where you’re very secretive. You put a great effort into those and you don’t want anyone to mess around with it. Defense mechanisms are also associated with Lilith. They will be probably extreme in your case, from a complete ignorance, to “telling it (loudly) into your face”. Good luck!