Hello, friends. OK, in your everyday life, do you see the big picture shown by the Outer Planets, or are you more immediate and focus upon the many urges you get during the day, which I guess would be Mars and Venus? I, myself have a lot of time on my hands – not working and no kids, just some dogs – so I am always focusing upon the big picture. I was just wondering…Ta!
Dear Donna, I have a pretty clear picture what astrology lead you to having the accident. It was a buildup of many discomforting and displacing energies. Besides the one mentioned above there are at least 5 more influences that coincided.
The potential for something like this to happen is indicated by your natal Saturn (big teacher) in the 8th house (death) in Pisces (subconsciousness). Your sense of survival and stability (Saturn) in your birthchart is attempting to bring order to your sense of value and your physical self, which is potentially highly ungrounded, eccentric, and extremely hard to integrate at a young tender age ( opposing Uranus – ruler of your 8th house, Sun, Pluto Mercury stellium). Eben though you may think that the orb is to big – once one planet (Mercury in your case) is within a reasonable orb, it connects it to the other wider orbs planets in the stellium.
This is a lot of pressure and it’s like a pressure boiler. Now you had following transits building up (for at least two years) a momentum for something like your accident to happen:
Inability to focus on what you should value in life mixed with messages from the outer world which you were unable to process. Essentially a horrendously chaotic situation. (Uranus squaring your above mentioned stellium)
Inability to take the right action, or difficulties understanding the logic which you should follow when taking your actions. (Like: “What can I do to show that I love him?”) This build up frustration within your physical body. You need physical expression in your relationship, and your drive is strongly belief- and value- influenced. If you can’t articulate this, the pressure builds up. (Mars squaring your stellium in the 2nd)
Inability to communicate your inner self. There was a strong inner need to show far-above-the-average maturity concerning your communication (progressed Mercury opposite your Chiron in your progressed 8th (!) house. Note that both planets are potential rulers of Virgo)
You blindly believed things that were misleading and gave you a false sense of spiritual invincibility (transiting South Node conjoining Neptune)
Discomfort in your living space and being overwhelmed with inability to understand your origins. Basically fear of many suppressed things that needed to come to surface to be cleared. (Pluto transiting nadir)
Hope this resonates a bit. Best!