We do not know where Black Moon Lilith is in this chart, perhaps you can look and check back here with the info. What does it aspect, what house and what sign (degree?)….. Lilith is seen as the shadow of our own feeings and emotions, always there, lingering in the background. This young woman’s mother is seen by the 9th house cusp as to her awaiting the birth or the conception of this child to come into fruition. The 9th house cusp is ruled by the Moon, a watery and quite maternal sign, yet the Moon in the chart is in Aquarius, a fixed sign ruled itself by Saturn & Uranus. So, more hands off type perhaps, rather then hands on like a Cancerian mom might be . Thus a dichotomy perhaps, how the child feels about the mom is torn.
On one hand, she’s loved very much but on the other hand may seem a bit too leaning towards the disciplinarian traits of Saturn or the distancing traits of Uranus. Which is it? Whichever, she is mightily important to the adult child because Moon is in the 4th of the foundation or home life. With it’s Semi-square to Mercury in Capricorn, and it’s square to Saturn in Scorpio, there may be a feeling of too overbearing with either discipline or constraints put upon the child.
Having Saturn in the 1st, along with Pluto near the ASC and Mars rising, this is a serious person herself, one who may be given to judging others that are often unfounded based upon her own shadow projections upon the other. Not to say that mother was perfect, but who is?
Each soul enters to a particular family to learn particular lessons and the family unit is part and parcel of the learning experience, so it’s always best to realize we all have our good traits and our bad, and each one is learning from the other.
Is forgiveness a trait that is well honed in the natal chart? If not, then best to start today to change the attitude for the better.
I’ll comment on the Black Moon once I know where it is, it may tell us more.
moon square saturn connecting back to childhood shows financial shortages and parents at odds with each other (moon=mother saturn = father)
for black moon lilith you need to go back to astro.com extended chart selection bottom left addtional objects select lilith.
IF TOB is correct Asc of scorpio then she will be a very very private person and not THAT sociable either, whereas late libra would be..it could suggest someone dying just before age 2?
Learn all about pluto here
Pluto in first tends to be a loner and hold innermost self aloof from those around. Penetrating gaze. Person power and will is indicated. Much more below the surface than is shown above. Very private person – holds secret Tunnel vision when concentrating will always finish things. Usually deep penetrating eyes. Intensity comes over even when being silent A marvelous sense of purpose is generally present, and must be expressed and fulfilled otherwise an inner seething and sense of dissatisfaction may be the result If Pluto is afflicted and could cause deep rooted psychological problems that can emerge as physical ailments. The nearer Pluto lies to the Ascending degree, the stronger its influence will be. The planet’s influence will darken the personality, adding an incisive and deep, emotionally intense quality.
basic natal aspects “Moon square or opposition Saturn When Moon is in hard aspect to Saturn in the natal chart, natives need to learn to trust others more. Fear keeps them from fully enjoying personal relationships, and fear is behind the occasional rigidity that they express. When they let themselves receive nurture or care from others, an inner voice cautions them that it might not be sincere, long-lasting, or enough! There can be some reluctance about becoming a parent, but once taken on, these people don’t take their responsibility lightly.
Emotional reticence is the main theme of these aspects. Many people with this aspect had a lot of conditions placed on the love they received in early childhood. They tend to expect the same later in life. With hard Saturn aspects, individuals are often plagued with doubts, not only about the self but about what to expect from life itself. The problem is that expecting difficulties or negative situations creates an aura around them that perpetuates the problem. They must work hard at positive thinking and expecting more from life. Ironically, many people with hard Saturn aspects can be quite sarcastic, skeptical, and rigid in manner. This is essentially a defense mechanism designed to protect themselves from harshness in the world.
It is extremely likely that they feel neglected because they perceive it in the first place, and later expect it, to be the case. There’s a vicious circle going on here that can only be broken when the patterns created by negative conditioning are broken. Adjusting one’s perceptions and expectations is the key to breaking out of these negative patterns. Otherwise, natives of hard Moon-Saturn aspects will live life feeling left out—attracting circumstances that perpetuate a feeling of deep unhappiness and dissatisfaction.“ http://www.cafeastrology.com/natal/moonsaturnaspects.html
“Moon square Saturn The square formed between the Moon and Saturn suggests a serious side to your nature. There is a strong urge to get ahead. Yet your demeanor can get heavy sometimes and you can turn moody and depressed. Being temperamental in youth can cause you many problems. A guilt complex falls away with maturity. There is a lot of negativism and insecurity associated with this aspect, but there is also an ability to learn by mistakes. You understand yourself well, and you work harder than most people to prove yourself. With this aspect in your chart, you must learn to handle your frustration, depression and dissatisfaction. Although determined and apparently ardent in emotional matters, you can be pretty cold when it suits your purposes. Little of a personal nature is allowed to interfere with the main stream of your intentions. ” http://www.skyscript.co.uk/moonaspects.html#mossa
She also has a divorce aspect of venus conj uranus. Jupiter conj Neptune will add a spiritual slant to her nature. Having such a packed first quadrant suggests to me that she is more concerned with her own inner life rather than being out there.
However, North Node in 8th house suggests her Soul has come to learn lessons about joint finances, sex, other people’s beliefs and values as opposed to her own in 2nd house.
chiron in late 7th house is conj 8th and should be interpreted as if in 8th. So 7th could suggest she might make a good relationship counsellor but not sort her own out. 8th house suggests giving advices to other out their finances, while not managing her own to good….
Haydn Paul puts it well here: "
Limitations and restrictions may occur on opportunities and experiences, often created by unresolved emotional patterns. The source of these may be sentimental attachments to the past, to memories, to experiences, and to earlier relationships. You find it difficult to break free from the past; and previous experiences will influence present choices and attitudes. You may have grown up with a negative self-image, one which lessens self-confidence and also shapes restrictive worldviews. This may come from unsettling and disturbing childhood experiences. Perhaps you put up protective barriers to defend vulnerable feelings from damage; you may have believed you were not loved by your parents, or you were left with just one parent through separation, divorce, or death.
Issues of emotional dependency may gave grown, and a mother- or father-complex formed, making it difficult to cut the parental umbilical cord when you became an adult. Taking time and investigating any childhood roots of your inhibitions may shed considerable light on your adult psyche.
You tend toward pessimistic attitudes, linked to a reduced physical vitality, emotional moodiness, melancholic dissatisfaction, and depression. Lacking self-confidence and perhaps seeing the world as a harsh, loveless place, you may feel bitter and cynical,preferring isolation from relationship intimacy. A ‘barrier’ may be felt between you and others, making contact and communication difficult to achieve.Family ties bind you. This could suggest that you are older than most when you leave home to become independent; or you could have the onerous duty of caring for an elderly parent. Your family life may turn into an imprisoning environment in someway, perhaps through children, economic hardship, or social isolation.
You are very sensitive to the complexities of family relationships, and, despite your emotional difficulties, will hate to cause anyone else emotional distress. Yet these ties limit your life, and will continue to tighten until you take responsibility to create a more satisfying life.
You may feel uneasy with intimacy, and try to avoid involvement, afraid of not coping, or imagining that your ‘inadequacies’ would be exposed; feeling unloved, how could anyone feel love for you? Such an attitude turns into a vicious, self-defeating circle;and you may become socially awkward and excessively shy. Dissolving such inner barriers and protective emotional mechanisms is essential, both to liberate yourself from negative conditioning patterns and to free repressed emotional energies to revitalize a hidden emotional wasteland that you have created. You maintain tensions and frustrations by refusing to release behavior patterns formed during childhood and within your parental relationship. it is your choice, if you wish, to continue limiting your life, but it is not inevitable; limitations are only imaginary parameters which we draw around ourselves as a barrier; they can be erased or expanded. Your creativity is blocked by emotional repression.
If you dissolve the barrier and redirect the energies toward positive and constructive channels, then much could be achieved. Finding additional interests and stimulation would be beneficial, showing that the world has much to offer if you open to its riches. Becoming involved with children could reveal new ways to see things; their enthusiasms and sense of wonder could be transmitted to you. With contemporary self-help techniques, visualization, meditation, affirmation, and the availability of numerous ways to release blocked energies, you can transform your life to face the future with positivity and optimism. Once freed from past restrictions, you can uncover your latent potential."