Haha.. I’ll tell you a true story of mine. I used go through a lot of sleep paralysis not so long ago. One time it came across as so real that I couldn’t move at all and kept trying to open my eyes but it felt so heavy and tight so I couldn’t wake up.
I was sleeping one evening and the sleep paralysis hit me. My body felt heavy and stiff as a corpse. Having been through that like a hundred times before I stopped the panicking and resisting. So I just stopped. There was a dark force pinning me down so I gave in, chuckled, and tried to have sex with it. As soon I did that the force violently yanked me up towards the sky and sucked me into a vortex.
It felt real and I realized that I was being taken away. As I was traveling up I just didn’t feel my body so I knew it was over. When I got yanked that’s where I felt the transition. I just remember saying, “Jesus?!” Also thinking or saying, “I was just playing. I didn’t mean to! I haven’t even started living my life!”
And then the vortex let me go. It’s funny now but it was very symbolic. Still is. I still had to resist in the end and fight the force so I could wake up. Everything was vivid when I woke up.. And I just had to sit there and contemplate for a while. I felt dizzy. And like a zombie.
If you are interested in this topic I highly recommend this article by Kari Noren-Hoshal:
The Astrology of the Near Death Experience ~ Part 1
Ask anyone born between 1960 and early 1965 (when Chiron in Pisces opposed Pluto in Virgo) whether they have had a brush with death, or know someone who has, and the answer will be a resounding affirmative. It was during a session with a student of mine that nearly did not live to see her 23rd birthday, that I began my research on the near death experience. The feeling of connectedness that she felt at the moment she thought she might not live, brought back the simultaneously painful and euphoric memory of my own near brush with death at age fifteen.
What I discovered as I continued my research both surprised me and made perfect sense. People born in the early 1960s and other time periods when Chiron made close hard aspects to Pluto, Neptune, Uranus or Saturn had either had a brush with death of their own or had a profoundly life-changing experience relating to the death of someone close to them. Additionally, those who had had a near death experience had gone on to make that experience a stepping stone to the development of significant healing and human service.