Your “lessons” are moving targets. I’m not surprised that you want to regenerate your purpose, by possibly looking for a different employment (Saturn transit IC, Capricorn rules 6th house).
Here some ideas according to your four points in the chart:
To verbalize social needs (Sun, ruler of ascendant in 11th) and communicate possible shifts in values.
To study psychology and find a deeper understanding of violence, and clarify your emotional stand point. You learn from your ever-shifting relationships (Pluto ruler of IC – the hidden commitment).
To innovate how relationships work. (Ruler of Desc. Uranus in 4th opp. Mars)
To show that relationships belong to some extent to a society. In simple terms, your friends can help you overcome insecurities about your value-system.
Accept that success comes slowly, through discipline and commitment to a positive attitude. (Venus your MC ruler strongly colored by Saturn)
Finally according to Celeste Teal “Saturn conjunction to the natal North Node is said to be particularly karmic in nature, bringing due rewards for past efforts. There is much truth to this, and it often coincides with terrific upward professional progress, as well as stabilizing influences in general."
Hope this resonates a bit.