North node indicates help from other people in your life. Things have a way of turning out just as you wish them to. It has a Jupiterian effect in the first house. It brings luck and easiness to accomplish one’s goals. The mind is more intuitive and more imaginative.
It is easy for you to imagine yourself as destined for greatness, but such fantasizing is simply a defense against facing the real task at hand, which is for you to develop a valid self-identity. You may waste your time in self-aggrandizement or you may simply not address your destined life lesson. Subconsciously, you fear to discover that your ego-self is insignificant and illusory. You are filled with self-doubt, though this may be suppressed or ignored. You may be too timid to assert yourself, never having answered the question of “Who am I?” or never having developed any clear self-identity. It is not uncommon that you would take your identity from your partner or from your role in a relationship, because this is something that is comfortable for you.