Your best therapy is to communicate and write as much as you can. With the 1st house so busy, you are probably more Aries than Pisces. Aries rules your third house of communications. You have the unique ability and talent to describe your emotions (moon Marcury conjunction). You are also pretty visual. Are you good with photography?
What’s bugging you now are two difficult transits that will pass. Saturn just squared your natal Venus making you feel like you cannot reach out to anyone, and it probably brought most of your relationships to a stand still. The second challenge is through Pluto transiting your Uranus, making you wonder if you can function socially in a normal fashion. All of those are lessons and part of growing up, and once those pass, you can return to even better and deeper asserting a lot of potential that you have. Hang on!
Hello Tsaii. I, too, have a Stellium – 2nd house Virgo. It seems to be ‘responsible’ for a fatal auto accident I had back in 1985. You may want to search for the word “coma” at this site. I posted a question about it, and got some seemingly bang-on interpretations. I had some outer planets squaring my stellium for years, which seemed to cause a build-up – and then I went POP! Hope you gain some insight from it. Ta!
Well I was majoring in theater and I’m almost finished but I dropped
I’m a male at age 22 and a college drop out
you should give some background info, sex,age, education?
I notice that most of your planets are located in Capricorn and Aquarius, and they rule the 10th&11th houses, respectively. I would think all you would want to do is build and lay foundations with the Capricorn Ascendant, and then you might switch to the Aquarius mentality that says, “I accept most of what I built in the 10th House, but I reject A, B, or C.” That might be confusing for you. Do you work in the theater? B/c you might like to be in front of a crowd, promoting something kewl. Just some thoughts. And take heart – what I wouldn’t give to have my Pluto in my 10th House, you lucky doggie!
I’m not surprised you dropped, you are way too individualistic for the group subtleties of a theater.
If you go to any school and ask to be teacher-aid, or even if you go to a home-food restaurants, you can easily find job – if you need to make a buck to keep afloat (Jupiter 6th in Cancer). I think this may be also a problem, you need to work, to feel the cash come in and out, it’s a big outlet for you, also in terms of socializing.
You should focus long-term on some creative form of social work. If you are curious and drawn to the financial sector, you have some potential there as well (Sun 2nd, Pluto 10th in Scorp).
You biggest strenght is persuasiveness, but you need to choose your target and put your heart into it. Good luck!
Here a little something about your Neptune Mars conjunction.
Ruler of the Second House in the Twelfth House “You place a high value on idealistic concepts such as forgiveness and helping others altruistically. Or perhaps you have a talent for receiving and perceiving spiritual guidance, healing and other related metaphysical gifts. There is an indication that some of your money may go into large public institutions and charities, or you may earn money through them somehow. If you ever experience periods where your feelings of self worth are below par and are interfering with a solid sense of security, then you may benefit from some professional analysis sessions. Likewise, meditation can be a self help technique that will stimulate positive self awareness.” http://www.skyviewzone.com/astrology/houserulerships.htm#hr2
If you change your chart to Equal house system (mine)then mercury, node and moon would be 2nd house of how you eary money. Moon in 2nd needs a work structure that allows public viewing and evaluation. Moon conj mercury shows a need perhaps to work with public in communications capacity, so how about telesales? mercury in aquarius and moon needs its mind stimulating Next time you post your chart please DO NOT cut off the aspect grid as this shows more information we need to look at.
Ruler of the Tenth House in the Eleventh House “Your career may be connected to an organization with a common cause, such as humanitarian efforts, wide-scale social change, etc. It may also involve your friends or large groups of people. Your career can be subject to unexpected circumstances beyond your control, however, breakthroughs can happen suddenly. You have the ability to be in a position of authority within groups of people and you can be something of an authority figure to friends. Most likely those who gather together work towards some kind of social change.” http://www.skyviewzone.com/astrology/houserulerships.htm#hr10
Pluto in 11th House – succeedent
Loner. Not lonely but aware you are alone. Very few intimate friends. Friends will bend your ear because they know you are good at keeping secrets. Lost friends through death Won’t ask favours from friends. Not powerfully placed here.Reformist tendencies expressed in friendships and groups or will attract powerful friends. Great leadership qualities
mars conj Neptune “This conjunction can pose several difficulties: in choice of actions, where you may struggle to establish what your real aims are; in making that final decision to attempt to achieve them, and in ensuring that sufficient and persistent effort is then made to guarantee success. An unintegrated Neptune can dissolve that focused will, making decisive clarity difficult to maintain. Additionally, you tend to avoid accepting the consequences of your choices, and there can be a refusal to acknowledge responsibility when such actions lead to failure or negative results.” http://astrology.astrozoom.com/index.php?title=NEPTUNEPARALLEL%2CCONJUNCTION%2CSQUAREOROPPOSITIONTO_MARS